where was i to know
How many times have I said to myself This means nothing to me What doesn't kill only makes me stronger So comforting to believe
But in these strange days I find That I'm a ghost in my own life Can you forgive these blood-stained hands And trust the scars have healed out of sight
Where was I to know
You were running out of reasons Afraid to just let go We were crashing into pieces But where was I, where was I to know
And I'm so tired of feeling sick and tired Shattered to my very soul A dying light in a coal black sky I'm too young to feel so old
With hungry voices we stand in a circle Chalked upon the floor We're waiting for grace is it all in vain Or do we count the ways once more
You were running out of reasons Afraid to just let go We were crashing into pieces But where was I to know
I'm humbled by your patience In time the spirit grows Will bring me to your garden But where was I, where was I to know